ramblings.
it's hard being made redundant and then still having to come to work every day.

i have zero motivation and no sense of urgency to do things. i'm expected to write a manual on how to do my job, but i feel it's a compeltely pointless endeavour as they are planning on changing systems before june 30th, so anything i write instructions for will be irrelevant after i leave.

forget any debt collection...i didn't enjoy that when it was made part of my job...now that i have 1.5 months left of work, there's no way they can get me to call up old people or the family of the oldies and ask for money.

there's a lot of positive things about this though, as i truly did not enjoy...

ramblings.
it's hard being made redundant and then still having to come to work every day.

i have zero motivation and no sense of urgency to do things. i'm expected to write a manual on how to do my job, but i feel it's a compeltely pointless endeavour as they are planning on changing systems before june 30th, so anything i write instructions for will be irrelevant after i leave.

forget any debt collection...i didn't enjoy that when it was made part of my job...now that i have 1.5 months left of work, there's no way they can get me to call up old people or the family of the oldies and ask for money.

there's a lot of positive things about this though, as i truly did not enjoy my job once we were bought out by the new owners. we have no manager in this office, and as much as i hate to admit it, without a manager, myself and a few others have let our work slide a little. the ridiculous thing is that no one knows what we do anyway, so even if we didn't do it correctly, how would they know? there's been so many things i've asked to have fixed, or sorted out and no one up in head office gives a shit, so if they don't care...why should i? this place is literally throwing money away because they never bothered to sit down and see exactly what we do and how we do it. hell, after they fired my boss and her boss they didn't learn how to run any of the reports she ran...and after she was gone they expected a) that they could reverse engineer the report from looking at the piece of paper that was printed out or that b) i knew how to do it..(although it wasn't even my job i had a small idea of what was to be done...but i wasn't sure if it was run correctly. the stupid part is that this one report was worth like $125k each month...and they didn't even care!).

i really hope i find a new job soon, preferably closer to home and something that i'll enjoy doing, because i do not want to be forced to apply for a job that i'm not really psyched on, and then get stuck there for however long until something better comes along. might have to contact my old personnel company and see if they can find me anything.

my back is still sore, but nowhere near as bad as it was. i stupidly moved some rocks 2 weeks ago and last weekend i was lugging around my 1yr old neice so suffice to say i haven't exactly aided in the healing process.

i'm also struggling with energy. probably doesn't help that i'm stressed re: work and somewhat depressed too. i really have to pull my finger out and do something about that. i still haven't posted house photos either...i'm inexcusably lame. sorry about that.

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